Week 17: Hitting the Wall
I wish I could report that I had a great week, but I seemed to be hitting the wall.
And I struggle with even sharing this. I mean what you focus on grows right? So why focus on the struggle?
I hit the wall because my goal is to launch my blog this month. It’s a major part of my DMP (Definite Major Purpose) and I’m not doing the things I need to do to get it launched. Which starts a cycle of self-criticism, self-doubt and wanting to give up.
I feel fear, sadness and anger about it. And I’ve got to push through it. But that old blueprint is a stubborn mule. Addicted to comfort inside the box.
Damn. I wish it was easier. I wish I made it easier on myself.
I wish there was no wall.
But in desperate moments I remember I’ve got Haanel, Og, Emerson, Mark J, Davene and the MKMMA gang, and other support teams and systems to raise me up.
In other words, I’ve got a ladder.